The Teen Issue
We asked area teens to speak out. Here’s what they had to say.

Matt McDowell, 18, Wooster High School
Last year, we did our first-ever Teen Issue, in which we offered area teens a chance to submit articles, poems, stories, works of art—you name it—for publication. We received a fair number of submissions, most of which made it into the newspaper.
Then came this year. We again put out a call for submissions—both in the newspaper and via a letter faxed to all Truckee Meadows middle and high schools. Much to our delight, we were overwhelmed with entries. Even though we are running twice as many submissions as we did last year, this represents only a small fraction of what we received.
We offered area teens this forum, because many people tend to look down on them. We’ve all heard people describe the world as “going to hell in a handbasket” because the youth of today are supposedly lazy, disrespectful and rebellious.
We strongly disagree. We believe there’s great hope for the teenagers of today. And after checking out this issue, we think you’ll feel the same way.
—Jimmy Boegle and Brian Jackson
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She’s my friend Jenny. She’s got flaming red hair, a fiery attitude and a moving, active soul. We have grown into young women, and our new friendship is even better than before. … Every day is an adventure in which I learn more about her inner world—sweet and complex. She’s the kind of friend that makes you feel like you’re a kid again. And she’s a great mom.
This could explain why I got so blood-boiling angry one day when we were at Park Lane Mall. I was pushing my daughter, Diana, in her stroller, and Jenny was carrying her daughter, Shielea, as we walked out of Gottschalks. Jenny had just gotten her lip pierced a couple of days before. A woman sitting on a bench stared with blunt disgust, continually looking from Jenny to Shielea. I thought maybe she would stop, but her squinty, glassy-eyed stare penetrated her with unforgiving intensity. Jenny was completely oblivious; she looked down at Shielea and babbled baby talk to her.
“God! Do you see that lady staring?” I asked angrily. Jenny looked as if she’d been suddenly pulled from her thoughts.
“What lady?” she asked, looking around. We continued walking along the shops. I tried finding the lady, but she was no longer on the bench.
“She was staring at you with this mean look on her face. I think it was just because you have a lip ring. God, that pisses me off!”
“Oh,” she said. Jenny wasn’t fazed.
“We’ll just forget about it, I guess.” I said. We continued on our way and went to the See’s Candies shop.
But I haven’t forgotten it; otherwise, I wouldn’t be writing about it. To me, this woman represented a large part of society that passes harsh judgment on young mothers, without any knowledge of how they take care of their children. I wish I could show this woman who my friend really was.
I would let her see all the times that Jenny throws Shielea up on her shoulders in big crowds of people until Shielea squeals with delight. Or when Jenny spends time putting her to sleep in her rocking chair at night. This lady needs to know about when she takes Shielea to the playground and pushes her in the swings until Shielea laughs so hard that her cheeks puff out and her eyelashes curl up from smiling. Jenny is able to spend the whole day with her baby.
Young moms, as well as mothers in general, need support in a world that can be hypercritical of us. For the moms that are caring, they need recognition. For those that are neglectful, they need help. I used to get paranoid if Diana had a crumb on her face, for fear that a rich lady in her mid-30s with a kid-toting minivan and a nail job would look at me strangely. But I have since learned that motherhood is not about living in a two-story house with thousands of things. Motherhood is from the heart. Motherhood is from the soul.
Christen Hoffman, 19, TMCC
Baby and me
Baby and me live in the house alone
Half of a family
I know there is a missing figure
A man to complete the tree
I want someone to be my lover
Someone to be her dad
Someone to be everything
That Diana and I never had.
Mama gets so lonely
And she sits on the bed and cries
Sometimes the days are long
When there is no one by her side
But she’ll take care of you
And do the best she can
We’re in this life together
And she’s got a future plan.
She’ll work hard to stay strong for you
You won’t see her break
You need someone more than she does
A good life for you she’ll make.
For now, she’ll get through college
And play with you and your toys
And maybe, just maybe,
She’ll find one of those stupid boys.
Christen Hoffman, 19, TMCC
My desert oasis
In my dreams, I walk the desert alone,
I smell the sagebrush in the wind, reminding me I’m home.
The dust twirls and dances, moving along the land,
The tumbleweed blows across, rolling in the sand.
The mountains that reach up to the sky,
The background of a silhouette, etched into the night.
The critters among my homely scene,
The snake with his rattle, a song for me.
I would not trade the dust and brush,
For any place so green, so lush.
Although it’s a sight, and the water may be clear,
I love the desert, and that’s only here.
Morgan Vancil, 15
A sailing hope
A chilly breeze swirls around her.
Gently, she pulls her blue sweater closer.
She looks out from the cliff she stands upon,
Searching for an answer.
She only sees a placid lake,
Nestled in the middle of tall evergreens
Eagerly trying to reach the peace of heaven.
Wisps of her brunette hair escape from behind her tiny ear,
Distracting her concentration from the view below.
Tired of standing, she eases her weary bones upon the vernal ledge.
Pulling up her knees, wrapping her lanky arms around them.
She forms a human cocoon.
Swaying with the music of the wind,
Thoughts of today she tries to forget.
Clearing her mind, she focuses her gray eyes
On the small sailboat out on the lake.
She thinks how that small wooden boat
Floating in the endless blue,
Is like her life.
She is always being pulled by a stronger current.
Not being able to guide herself to her own destination.
Occasionally, a storm comes and destroys her white sail,
Causing her to stay in the vortex.
Finding no escape.
But when the sun appears and the breeze returns,
Again she is forced to go where it takes her.
But hope is not lost.
For she knows that if she can just reach the sandy beach
There she can find her instrument of life,
And can push past the wind,
Controlling her path,
Her path to happiness.
Valerie Lemieux, 16, Reno High School
Gone
I remember the day
As if it were yesterday
A girl barely 14
Close your eyes and give it away
I remember the way
As I did it yesterday
Nothing can take it away

Matt McDowell, 18, Wooster High School
This memory of yesterday
Roxanna Aten, 17, TMCC
Twinkie
I am not your Twinkie
You can’t suck on me
I won’t melt in your mouth like sugar
I am not here for you to fill me up
I am full without you
Take your sharp teeth
And keep on shopping
Roxanna Aten, 17, TMCC
Blue
What if I were blue?
And then I fell in love with you,
What would you do?
Would you love me, too?
How could you?
Society says blue isn’t right for you.
Roxanna Aten, 17, TMCC
Like I have
Have you ever felt alone?
Heartbroken, left out, depressed?
Like I have.
Like a helpless lamb, kicked out of the herd, left out and alone, nothing to do, just being abandoned, like I have.
Like a mean word to put you down, a mean word like a tiger, getting ready to put you down. Be strong or you will be devoured.
Like I have.
Like a person who feels sad, lonely, depressed and does not want to be part of this world, and secretly asking for help. Asking if it is OK to leave this world.
Like I have.
No matter who you are, how you are, you’re special. Make sure you realize you’re special, and be positive. Don’t be negative, or it will bring you down. You’re not abnormal; you’re special, like me.
Am I alone?
Do these people have the same problems?
Like me …
Brittany Kelley, 14, Billinghurst Middle School
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Violence is good
Violence is fun
Violence in the media
Told me to pick up the gun
These are the lyrics I wrote after Columbine for a song titled “media.”
I am your average small, weak, unpopular “fag” to most of my peers. I was very upset and unhappy with my life for a while, but I was lucky and stumbled upon the answer to my teenage anger. Surprisingly, it’s the media.
I was introduced to death metal a few years ago. They talk about violent things not acceptable in this society. In this, I found my answer. Listening to this music did not inspire my hatred. It showed me how to deal with it. Headbanging and moshing might seem stupid to the normal person, but to me it’s a savior. I get my aggression out by listening to music created by that same aggression, with people who have that aggression, too. Instead of shooting people, I jump around and bump into people while listening to loud, violent music. Singing about killing, not killing. It inspired me to write lyrics, and now my friend and I are trying to put a band together.
The message here is that instead of feeling isolated and angry, people should go out and meet people who have had those same feelings. Death metal helped me, and it might help the next school-shooting candidate to reconsider.
Moshing, not killing.
Chris Craig, 19, Douglas High School graduate
Yin and yang
I can’t bear to be corrected; I already know I am wrong.
I am scared of rejection; I have feared it for so long.
I worry about being lonely: No one is there to care.
I loathe the thought of grades; they’re something I can’t bear.
I wish we could all be accepted without the feel for needing change.
I don’t like to cry in public: It makes me feel weak and strange.
I fear the world without a guide to lead me here and there.
I dislike to fail at anything, this feeling I do share.
I detest the feel of pain, when someone close has died.
I can’t stand it when I lose; I feel I haven’t tried.
I fear evil and all the disasters that take place.
These are depressing things that I know I cannot face.
When I think of all these chilling thoughts, I begin to wonder why.
Then I think of all the others who are worse off than I.
I begin to think of all the good that is around.
This is the best solution—at least, that’s what I’ve found.
I love the way the air smells right before it rains.
I like to watch my cousins play with their little trains.
I am glad I have a family that I know I’ll always love.
I enjoy seeing springtime, the season of the dove.
I am happy to have friends who are always there for me.
I am proud to live in a country where I am always free.
I like it when it snows; the white has a certain glow.
I like it when I win, but sometimes that’s not so.
It’s wonderful how the sun comes up to start another day.
I can look at my life and think it really is OK.
Bad days or good, I’ll make it through.
Staying strong is what I’ll do.
Lorena Valencia, 15, Reno High School
Hollow
Walking alone on dangerous streets.
Hopelessly wandering, looking down.
No eye contact,
Don’t show them your true side.
Just a shell. If one’s eyes met yours, all they would see is the Hollow.
Wondering needlessly.
Outside your shell, you’re just a hopeless being.
Not like others—you’re different.
Cody ‘Cat’ Taylor, 15, Pau-Wa-Lu Middle School
For you …
Never thought so much has gone by.
Thinking of things that make me cry; some make me sigh, smile and laugh.
I wish to say one last goodbye.
Fearing nothing, hearing nothing.
Moving on once more.
Getting older and older, wishing of that one goodbye.
Never thought it would hurt so much just to see you go.
Back turned, walking away, never to look back.
Falling to my knees at the thought of that painful memory.
“Please don’t leave me. Not now. I need you.”
Hands wiping away the last tears, muttering, “This is what I feared.”
Locked away inside my mind.
Behind the darkest secrets and beyond the misery.
Never thought I’d hear you, damn figments.
Sick of this.
The fear of losing you still grips my soul, digging its claws into my mind.
Ripping my heart from my chest.
Kneeling, and watch it slowly die.
That’s how it felt.

Erin Downs, 18, Reed High School
Never thought I could live without you.
Now I know I can’t.
Clasping my hands together,
“Come back to me. It’s too hard. I don’t want it anymore.”
A tear rolls down my cheek as you walk on the plane.
“Why aren’t you crying?”
“I’ve just lost all my thoughts and emotions on that plane.”
Slowly turning and walking away …
Cody ‘Cat’ Taylor, 15, Pau-Wa-Lu Middle School
My mother said
My mother said
people are temporary
their words will only ring in your ears
for a little while.
Let their laughs
echo in your mind
absorb their sunshine
and cradle their darkness.
She said
hold their hands
trace the lines across their palms,
borrow their sweaters
even if they’re itchy,
ask them for directions
but never make them wait for you
down at the coffee shop.
She said
when the sun begins to slip
and the street lights flicker on
let them go.
Return their sweaters,
free their hands.
Let a single teardrop fall
and smear the ink
on the back of their school picture
Christine Conelea, 18, Reno High School
Seasons
Drops of your summer
Fall into my palm
And tremble with my body temperature
The moon is soggy
In empty Decembers
When the July of your lips
is distant,
as I shiver in my mittens
I only know
That words are internal
I was born to blaze
In their metallic fire
hot
Like the August that is
your breath against my skin.
Outside of my existence
people love the literal
Maybe they’ve never held another hand
And felt comets form
and dance
In the space between two palms
As they drizzle down denotations
You and I will explore the flight
of June
Beckoning from inside our shoes
Christine Conelea, 18, Reno High School
Reno, the city that is struggling to find a pulse
Neon lights sizzle like bacon in a frying pan
Pulsing to the beat of strippers revealing
Fleshy secrets to men feeding quarters
To dizzy, fat-bellied slot machines
And the homeless stand on the corners
Holding cardboard pleas
We head for California Avenue
Where Christmas lights wrap
Skinny trees
For about a block or so
We can drink lattes and be vegan
As if the city rhythm
Speaks culture
Here there are bowling alleys in casinos
Arcades for minors
Next to machines that taunt naive
21-and-over-year-olds
With dreams of fast cars, faster women,
and life in say,
perhaps, New York
Where subways are metronomes
And people walk in eighth notes
But here we move in polyrhythms.
On Fourth Street the high heels of prostitutes
Click on hot asphalt
Beckoning solitary figures that flick cigarettes down
With echoing thuds that vibrate across
Railroad tracks that slither
Between towers of casinos built on card decks.
In red velvet rooms thick with smoke
Musicians who missed the ‘80s groove to
Synthesizers that scrape up a background melody

Viliami Finav, eighth grade, Silver State Adventist School
For coins crashing into metal pots while
Heavy metal bar bands bitch to drunken audiences.
Every time drummers hit bass drums
Glasses in the bar rattle
On New Year’s cops wear riot gear
And on weekends they shove minors out at
downtown curfew, 9 o’clock
Afraid we will realize
Our city lacks a tempo
Christine Conelea, 18, Reno High School
Life
Running away, falling apart
Nowhere to run, where did I start
I’ve lost my way, and I’m all alone
It’s getting cold, but I can’t go home
Days are blurred, and nights are awake
Looking all around, trying for sanity’s sake
Lost control, and don’t know how
Want to give up, but it’s too late now
I’m trapped in a jar; the glass is so tall
Climbing seems too far
Stop!
Hear no sound at all
Tiffany May, 14, Mendive Middle School
Death
An occasion that no one wants to remember but won’t soon be forgotten,
A time when you want to run away, but you just don’t have the energy.
A time that, no matter what you do, you can’t get away from the pain.
A time when you feel like the stars have fallen out of the sky.
Occasions where all of your friends and family try to help you out, but
They are just as distraught as you are.
A time when you learn that you are not Superman, and even your heroes will
Fall from their graces sooner or later.
A time when a loved one falls, and you can’t help at all.
Eric Filbert, 18, Silver State Academy (Yerington)
Goodbye
The minutes were slipping,
As he sat there in a daze.
Had he acted on purpose
or moved in a haze.
His head was still whirling,
His body was numb.
I couldn’t believe
that his time had come.
The tears stung my eyes.
Had he really done wrong?
Was it right that my family,
should be saying “so long.”
I looked at my grandmother,
As she wiped her tears.
It gave me courage,
to conquer my fears.
His last single breath.
He slowly inhaled.
Would he have the strength
to face what prevailed?
As we stood there standing,
Remembering his old life.
We all heard the soft words,
“Goodbye, my dear wife.”
Heather Darby, 14, Mendive Middle School
Hiroshima
Hiroshima: The Day of Doom, for all of us.
Tragedy overwhelming, carnage beyond belief.
Pain, suffering, death, all with no relief.
A million voices cried out that day, never to speak again.
Millions more to cry forever, all because we sought to win.
All because we could not settle for an easy peace.
All because we had to win, demolish them, at least.
We had already won the war; we had to kill them all.
Bloodthirsty cowards, who need only sit within lead walls,
To push a button, then await the sound they sought.
To then emerge, and to observe, all of what they wrought.
Smile, and then, another bomb they drop.
Stephanie Boles, 14, Mendive Middle School
Not what you think
Fifteen years old, that’s me. I’m new to the whole teenage thing, but there are already a few things I have learned that will stick with me for the rest of my life.
I’m part of the new generation of young people who are going to make an impact on the world. Unfortunately, we are not getting off on the right foot. As of right now, we have no strong cause to fight for; we have no moral injustice that needs fighting for, because we have no morals. Today’s teen bases everything on materialistic possessions and what group you hang with. We forget that we have the power in our hands. Though we’re young, we will soon be the leaders of tomorrow.
I guess the point I’m getting at is we have the power, and we use it for hate and violence. I mean, look back at the other generations. They were called worthless and slackers, but today they are the dot-com millionaires that feed our wasteful youth the entertainment we crave. Yet we sit on our asses and do nothing to take control of our future. Well, I’m sick of it.
Now, I know the readers right now think I’m some good-doing teen, but that is far from the truth. I just see that changes have to be made. We can’t sit around and expect to accomplish something great without effort. We have a cause, so get out there and fight it. We’re smarter than we’re given credit for, so why can’t we show the rest of the world that we care what goes on in our lives?
Well, that’s all I’m trying to say to you. Just remember that if you have the chance to influence your peers; don’t pass it up. You can influence people in a positive way without the use of hate or violence, but you can still use anger to get the message across.
Liz Bernard, 15, Reed High School
Another world
Keeping time with grains of sand,
Swallowing broken glass.
Kiss my lips,
Taste the blood,
Make this memory last.
Dance with me in candlelight,
Burn my hand in wax.
Take me to another world,
One that has no past.
Where hearts can bleed in darkness,
And teardrops fall like rain.
Where shadows dance,
And Angels laugh,
And no one feels the pain.
Mary Clemensen, 16, Sparks High School
Best friend
I write this poem for my friend, Stacey,
With whom I share some of
The most unforgettable memories:
Easter egg hunts, games of hide-and-seek,
Haunted houses and birthday parties.

Matt McDowell, 18, Wooster High School
The friend whose smiling face and
Contagious laugh are always remembered
On days when happiness is in short supply.
The exceptional friend, the dedicated friend,
The make-me-feel-150-percent-better friend
Who can always be counted upon
To listen to me when no one else will,
To comfort me when times are rough,
To talk to me when I’m lonely.
The patient friend, the understanding friend,
The friend that can always be trusted
With my deepest secrets.
The friend that always has been and
Always will be there for me,
No questions asked.
She is the friend that puts meaning into my life and
The friend that makes each day complete.
Stacey, I write this poem for you,
My cherished friend, my everlasting friend,
And most of all,
My best friend.
Kelly Ganchan, 16, Reno High School
Gains and losses
Learning to take our lives in stride,
Is something every person must do.
To understand disappointment is part of the journey.
For your joy will balance with your sorrow.
My Grandpa passed away the day before State,
And my heart still grieves with despair.
Thoughts of his joy in watching me succeed
Kept me fighting for victory till the end.
We won State basketball the following day,
But my glory was tempered with sadness.
My finest moment came when I stood on the court,
And my dad whispered, “He would have been proud.”
The summer of softball approaches like the winds preceding a storm,
And my grueling choice has to be made.
I chose to play on the team with the most potential—
Guilty to leave, but excited to go.
I lost a friend because of my choice,
Jealousy hurts, because I was turned on so fast.
Discovering who my true friends are
Proves friendships may come with a price.
Overwhelming situations cloud up my mind,
And the bad seems to overcome the good.
But each day brings new chances
As life’s roller coaster continues on.
Jackie Rinehart
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Jackie Robinson was born in Georgia, 1919.
He was a talented boy, could do it all, it seemed.
Basketball, football, baseball and track;
Who would’ve known, this boy was black!
At UCLA he became a star.
Everyone knew this kid would go far.
Everywhere he went, he had to sit in the back.
His name was John Robinson, though he went by Jack.
While in the Army, he sat in front of the bus.
He did not know it would cause such a fuss.
They kicked him out and hated his name,
And still Jackie remained tough to shame.
He had been successful in playing sports
So he chose the pastime of a baseball sort.
Jackie played for the “Monarchs,” a Negro group.
Though it was a tough life, he did not stoop.
Branch Rickey of the Dodgers believed in the kid,
Signing the contract was dangerous, yet he did.
He first played in the minors, as a test.
They were afraid to admit that he played the best.
Jackie finally got to play in the Major League.
Through cruel segregation, he did not fatigue.
They would throw cans and fruit at his head.
Most of the fans wanted Robinson dead.
He surprised them all by winning Rookie of the Year.
They knew he would be a legend, but most didn’t cheer.
Jackie played in six World Series, won an MVP,
Inducted into the Hall of Fame, the first black to be.
In 1972, his life did succumb.
Ever since, his name received no opprobrium.
Steven Molof, sophomore, Reno High School
A million ways to midnight
I’m dreaming through every waking hour,
Haunted by my past while I sleep,
Floating down the soft river of delusion,
That carries me through life.
There’s a million ways to midnight,
Arriving just to make sure I’m surviving,
Counting secrets I’ve promised to keep,
There’s a solitude offering security.
I’m someone new every morning,
Different people through the day,
Chasing ideals that last only a second,
Because there’s a million ways to midnight.
I’ve changed to have different friends,
Written the same story with different ends,
Embracing insomnia and caffeine,

Steve Gerber, 17, Sparks High School
To make sure there’s a million ways to midnight.
Following words of wisdom,
I never quite believed,
Because so many swore they’d never leave,
And they were the way to midnight.
The stillness of the worlds,
While most are sleeping,
Promises magic and assurance,
If I can only get to midnight.
Theresa Ulrich, 18, home school
America … the land of the free?
I carefully eyed the doorway
Too afraid to near it
Too afraid to open it
For I knew too well
What lay inside.
Finally, after pulling together the courage
I walked up to the gigantic door.
Carefully, with gentle care, I slowly inched the door open.
The foul stench of dying hope,
Filled my nostrils.
Not able to bear the stench any longer
With a mighty pull, I swung the door open.
And what lay inside was not something
The young, innocent eyes of a 15-year-old
Should have to see.
No eyes should bear the pain of seeing
Such a notorious sight.
Children, mothers and fathers
Lay buried, wrapped in the mist of disillusionment
Hoping and waiting for a miracle as they
Breathed their last, with smiles on their young faces
They were too young
And it was too soon.
I turned and faced the America I knew,
The bumbling streets of New York City.
I slowly paced my steps away
From the wretched nightmare
I turned to take a last look
At the world we had created.
A single tear rolled down my face.
America … the last frontier?
Palkin Zed, 16, McQueen High School
Finale
On the edge of a soul, if you happen to find,
A network of thoughts in a moth-eaten mind,
The remnants of something forever confined,
In a non-fiction world that was never refined,
But it rather was left the most unpleasant kind,
A notion of solace all but left behind,
Departed events were all left to remind,
Of a time when a world was so blithely defined.
Alia Moore, 15, Reed High School
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As I am strolling down
My Road
Never straying from the path,
Going to
My Favorite
Childhood restaurant;
The wind licking through
My 3-year-old hair cut.
Wearing
My Favorite Shirt,
My Favorite Boxers,
Wearing down the shoes
I haven’t taken off since
Last summer.
A bum marches up to me
And says,
“Got any change?”
Steven Alberti, 16, Reed High School
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Calm winds
Soothe me as
I lay on the soft
Green grass.
Nature in its prime.
Small blades dance on the ground
Like jubilant leprechauns on an
Irish fishing boat
Floating silently over the green aqua
Ocean.
Slowly, nature takes its hold.
Steven Alberti, 16, Reed High School
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This isn’t the way life is supposed to be,
Although, at times, I feel like it’s my destiny.
Sometimes I feel like a failure, incarcerated and no good,
If I could take everything back now, I would
Embarrassing to my parents, not there for my girl
I turned my back on the things I love most in the world.
You’re not supposed to do that to the people you love,
I have to kick myself and ask: What was I thinking of?
I’ve got a year-old niece who’s only seen me five months of her life.
By now, she probably can’t remember what I look like.
I’ve decided to make a change and start acting like a man,
Be there for my family and do all that I can.
Pictures of family float through my mind’s eye.
When the lights go out and everyone’s asleep, I sit up and cry.

Shannon McGlaughlin, 15, Sparks High School
I think of things I should have done,
I thought drugs and crime were the only way to have fun.
Now I know different; it’s time for a change,
For freedom comes at a price, and maturity comes with age.
Brent P. Klockow, 17, Silver State Academy (Yerington)
Class hour
I’m writing blank
Could not calculate
My head hurts
Just thinking of trying
The teacher talks
It lulls me to sleep
Yet it’s not allowed to put your head at ease
The room is silent
Only the voice of teaching
Yet for some reason
I’m not really learning
My eyes are open
Yet my mind’s at home
Sleeping its thoughts into dreaming
Time goes on
Boredom sets in
I start to twitch my finger
Trying to balance the pen
My eyes are watery
I start to yawn
For it’s a long lecture
It goes on and on
Morning leaves
Afternoon comes
And suddenly the bell rang
A weary smile on my face
Just thinking of leaving
This place of learning
Stephanie Murphy Casino, 18, Reno High School
Depression
My soul is tired
I am weak
No longer myself
No longer loved
It’s hard
No one understands how alone I am
My heart is aching
My mind is hurting
No one sees
No one hears
No one asks
No one feels
I know it’s bad to think this way
But it is time that goes by my way
Maybe I’ll heal
Maybe I’ll be fine
I cannot say as of now
For as of now, I’m behind
Stephanie Murphy Casino, 18, Reno High School
Broken hearted
You hurt me so
It’s in too deep
Can you see my tearful weep?
It’s in my heart
It’s in my soul
I still do care and love you so
My eyes show all
My smile hides all
You broke my heart
It’s scattered all around
The pieces to my heart
I picked it up with careful hands
I try to mend it with gentle hands
It hurts so much
The pain so great
You left my heart way behind
Not even look at it a second time
I must let go
So I can love again
And hurt no more
Stephanie Murphy Casino, 18, Reno High School
Goodbye
I know that you don’t need me,
I know that you don’t want me,
But I don’t know why you want to hurt me.
I know you don’t want to see my smile,
I know you don’t want to see my eyes,
But I don’t know why you want to see me cry.
I know that you won’t call me,
I know that you won’t care,
But I don’t know what feelings we may share.
I know that I’m not perfect,
I know that I’m not your kind of girl,
But for once, I thought someone like you would be different.
I know that I will miss you,
I know that no one else will fill your place,
But I’ll be strong and look you in the face.
I know that you’re not perfect,
I know that you will lie,
And I know now that I want to say goodbye.
Chelsea Monfalcone, 17, McQueen High School
Do angels cry?
I saw this girl all alone on her knees. She was hurting so bad, she didn’t even notice me. Her body was bruised, battered, her wings ripped and worn. It seemed she could barely walk; she looked tired and worn. I walked up to her and said, “So angel, how can this be?” She turned and paused a bit; then she spoke to me. “I’m your guardian angel, a great task, as you can see. You’ve been running hard all your life, and this is what it’s done to me. The bruises are from shielding you during your times of dire need and from all the things you’ve done and your dirty deeds. Each year, more and more is being destroyed; the most occurs when you’ve chosen to be void. If only you could make it standing on your own, but don’t worry, my child, you won’t be left alone. I promise I’ll watch over you until my power fails.” She has kept me safe and has been helping me all these years, and in return, all I brought was grief and pain and a lot of tears. “I’m sorry for all the little rotten things I’ve done wrong. I understand, when I felt abandoned, you were at my side all along.” I could hardly believe what I’ve heard and how much she really cares. I cried on her shoulder and then left with much despair. When I woke up, I thought, “Why should I even try?” Then, in the distance, I swore I heard an angel cry!
Nate Loneman, 19, Silver State Academy (Yerington)
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As a little girl, I always admired the great athletes that every child dreams of being one day.
From football to basketball to baseball, athletes have been great role models to children of all ages. But sometimes, we forget the role models or heroes that are closer to the heart: our family members, teachers, coaches and perhaps even friends. That’s where my father comes in.
As a young child, he learned the value of life. Being the oldest in a family of 10, he had to take care of each sibling and help work for money.
He started attending school at the age of 10. As a late starter, he had to work hard to make up for the lost years, but within a year, he was at the top of his class.
My father has overcome many of the obstacles life has put before him. One of those achievements is starting a life in the United States. Without knowing anyone and knowing little English, he managed to get a job as a baker. Two years later, I came into the picture. With no money and my father being laid off, we struggled. But my father never gave up, and within four months, we were back on track.
More obstacles appeared in my dad’s way to success. But he remained calm and positive, and he never gave up. For that, life rewarded him. He owns and operates a bakery and has a zealous family.
I admire my father, because he has proven himself to everyone and became successful. He has influenced me tremendously and has taught me to be a strong person, to achieve past my expectations and, most of all, to have a big heart. In every project and decision, and even in sports, there has been the influence of my father. He has helped me become who I am and always will be.
Without my father, life would be a dark room with no lights to guide me.
Brenda Arredondo, 16, Sparks High School