“Racked up”

One Reno pool player shows life imitates art imitates pool

FADE IN: INTERIOR OF A NAMELESS POOL HALL
It’s the middle of the work day. From table to table, low-lifes and hopeful sharks and hustlers sniff around for a whiff of fresh blood. It’s a slow hunt. The harsh white tones of an old fluorescent light twitch across the faded green of a pool table, while an unidentified woman in the unfocused foreground collects the balls into a triangle rack, quickly and deliberately. The cigarette smoke is so thick it makes everything seem almost black and white. The figure, chalking up her cue, comes into sudden focus as the camera jumps to a close-up of her face. She looks to be in her early-to-mid 40s and a bit like an actress whose name the world has forgotten. She looks slight, maybe 90 pounds, but she walks around like someone with a lot of weight on her shoulders. The movie The Hustler plays on television above the bar.

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
Pool is a game of quiet, intense focus. A noble science. A force acting on a ball … simple Newtonian physics. The game is practically a love letter to geometry. Chalk up the cue, take a shot and listen to the clatter of balls as they break and drop into the pockets, rolling down the gutters. It’s a game of control.

ROSE
Smiles with neutrality, if anything with half-pain. She is Bonny Sue Rose, a 20-year resident of Reno and a southpaw shooter whose life has revolved around the game. Pool is a game of definitude and certainty. Her life has lacked much of either.

We can all miss. No matter how perfectly a shot is lined up. No matter how textbook the technique. We can all miss, and the strangest part, is that sometimes we do.

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
Unlike its bastard cousin, poker, pool has yet to rise from the smoky, badly lit backrooms and clean off its seedy reputation. Time was when TV writers needed to instantly establish a character’s blue-collar credibility or couldn’t think of any other way to get such a diverse assemblage of dirtbags in one room, they would just call it a poker night. But now, poker has become sexy. It’s been sanitized by ESPN’s World Series of Poker and Bravo’s Celebrity Poker Showdown. And chastened, by of all places, young Hollywood … “Matthew Perry holds middle pair and awaits the river.”

CUT TO: THE FACES IN THE POOL HALL
Each pool player’s face registers a different degree of uncertainty. Their smiles and intentions are locked-down, hidden behind their pool cues.

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
Perhaps the most famous movie about pool is 1961’s The Hustler, with Paul Newman and Jackie Gleason. Newman plays “Fast Eddie,” a small-time hustler who ends up challenging the legendary Minnesota Fats (Gleason) to a game of heavyweight pool that would forever shape the course of his life.

ROSE
There was a time when hustling was the only real way to make any money playing pool. Back in the days when there were no tournaments to win and little more than trophies given to the winners. Sharks turned to hustling to make their rent. If you’re a good pool player, you don’t have to hustle. That’s the simple truth. I’ve never hustled. I would never throw a game.

She breaks the rack with a hard cue shot. The balls scatter with a clink like the sound of heavy marbles. She pockets the dark blue two ball in the corner and begins to sight-up her next shot.

Nice tables, good cue sticks and good lighting. That’s what you look for in a place. You can usually tell immediately how good a place will be by how many barflies are in there. Most places might have good sticks or good lighting but rarely good everything.

She looks around, eyeing the door as though somebody she doesn’t want to see might come inside the joint. Her eyes find a flashy kid with a lot of chains around his neck. He’s wearing sunglasses on the bill of his ball cap.

ROSE
The guy who looks like the best player in a pool hall … he almost never is.

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER
Eddie’s love interest SARAH is trying to talk some sense into him.

SARAH
Doesn’t all of this come through to you, Eddie? Doesn’t any of this mean anything to you? That man, this place, the people. They wear masks, Eddie, and underneath the masks, they’re perverted, twisted, crippled.

DISSOLVE

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
Pool is a game of skill played on slates covered with green baize or, on professional tables, 100 percent worsted wool. The length of tables can vary from seven to 10 feet. In a game of eight ball, the variables are pretty well-defined: 15 numbered balls and one white cue ball, six pockets and a rubberized rail. How a player addresses the cue ball is far more important than the power that’s put into a shot. Good pool is all about working the percentages. It’s a dirty math that’s reputation lies somewhere above three-card monte and below church bingo. On par with bikini bull-riding, maybe. Classic pool-hall lore has stories of billiard prodigies, too short to see over the table, standing on apple crates to connect their shots.

At a far table, a kid makes an obvious fuck-up and sends the ball flying off the table toward Rose. He’s dogging it and trying to get somebody’s attention.

ROSE
When I was young, I remember seeing a sign promising that anyone could make $20,000 if they could run seven complete racks in a row. I took it as a challenge. I wanted to win it so bad. I wanted to pay off my mom’s house for her. So I practiced three to four hours a day. But it’s expensive. For a while, I was spending $350 a month to practice. When I didn’t have any more money, I’d find a pizza parlor with a table. With one quarter I could play for hours, beating challengers and controlling the table. Sometimes we played in pubs. But I wasn’t 21-years-old yet, so I carried my older sister’s ID with me just in case. If anyone asked, my name was “Patty.”

ROSE chalks up her cue and eagerly banks the yellow nine ball off the far corner and sends it in.

I got involved with a league and joined a team of women. They were a bunch of lesbians, actually. I’ve got nothing against lesbians if that’s the way you want to go. I don’t judge people. I told the lesbians my name was Patty, to match my ID. They made me team captain. We did good, but all of my trophies came back with the name Patty.

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
There’s some argument about the origins of pool. Some say it began in the middle ages as an outdoor game played with rocks and stones. The stones were knocked around with a wooden club, more like modern croquet than what we think of as the modern game of pool. The green baize covering the table is supposed to represent the grass on which the game was originally played. The game eventually evolved to have holes in the sides and rubber bumpers to keep the balls on the table.

ROSE
Starts to shoot then pulls up. Something is bothering her. Distracting her game.

It started when I was really little. These memory gaps. I can’t fill them in. Shit has always happened way too fast. My mom was a drinker. Vodka was her drink. She was always half on the couch, half off. I don’t know who my father is. I don’t even know who my real family is, besides my older sister. She knows, but she won’t tell me. Maybe it’s got something to do with money. I don’t know. My other sister was killed by a drunk driver in 1979. Her daughter, Michelle, was killed with her. It’s always something. I’ve got a half-sister up in Oregon. She’s obese and religious.

Rose chuckles and then goes silent as though to check if anybody else is listening to her talk. It’s quiet with the occasional smack of pool balls. She lines up and slams the blue 10 into the red 11 on the rail. They form a train and both roll in. The cue ball rolls out like a jet fighter pulling up after an attack.

Sometimes I think I want to write a book about my life just so I can maybe understand it. What does all of this mean? I was just a little girl. Something was going on. I wasn’t fucking normal. Wasn’t somebody noticing? I’m only telling some of the story here.

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER

FAST EDDIE
It’s not enough that ya just have talent. You gotta have character, too. Four ball. Yeah, I sure got character now. I picked it up in a hotel room in Louisville.

FATS
(Impatiently) Shoot pool, Fast Eddie.

DISSOLVE

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
Pool balls used to be made of ivory, until dealing in the substance became illegal. Now, balls are made of a synthetic ivory-like substance. For a while, celluloid was tried, but the balls tended to explode.

ROSE quickly deposits a green and a red ball in one shot. Then she nudges in a maroon seven ball. She’s impatient. She wants to play better, but something is blocking her game.

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER

It’s a great feeling—when you’re right and you know you’re right. Like all of a sudden, I got oil in my arm. Pool cue’s part of me. You know, it’s got nerves in it. You can feel the roll of those balls. You don’t have to look. You just know. You make shots that nobody’s ever made before. And you play that game the way nobody’s ever played it before.

DISSOLVE

ROSE
When I was 16, me and a friend decided to run away from home. We were going to go to Sacramento. We must’ve looked like two hookers, the way we were dressed—halter tops and all this make-up. We were waiting around at the bus depot, starving. These two black guys asked us if we wanted something to eat. They said they’d give us a ride to Folsom. Like dopes we got in the car with them. We pulled into a driveway, the driver saying he had to get something from his house. We followed him inside. The door locked behind us. I got pushed into a room and onto a bed. The guy swung something at my head. I didn’t even flinch. He says he was going to do to me what a white guy did to his brother. Then he gets on top of me and says he’s going to make love to me. The cops were looking for us by now. My friend is stoned and calls home and talks to her father. He convinces her to come home because he’s sick. We head back. By the time we get there, her father was already dead.

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
According to www.madpool.com, every pool player is driven by something, a specific goal, but that goal may vary. When we play pool in an environment without our goal present, we don’t play well because nothing motivates us. Gamblers, match players, social players, tournament players, all aim for different things. The gambler is motivated by the chance to win money. Without money on the line, they aren’t that interested. The hustler, like the gambler, is motivated by winning money, but for the gambler, it’s in doubt; for the hustler it’s a certainty. The hustler usually disguises his best game, though both the hustler and the gambler will shark their opponents. The match player is there for the excellence. His motivation is in playing the best game he can and seeing the best his opponent can do. He’s an artist. Tournament players play to win, to beat their opponent. Their motivation is that extra mark on the wall, the knowledge that they are better than one more person. The tournament player’s game suffers with weaker opponents. Often, competing desires intrude. They want to win. They also don’t want to break the opponent or decimate their friends.

ROSE
At one point, I started coming down with these horrible anxiety attacks. So I started taking shots of Bacardi 151 before playing in tournaments. It helped. At first. My friends asked me how I could stand the taste of that stuff and keep it down. Well, it was a lot better than the alternative, I told them. Eventually, the first shot didn’t work so good, so I started to take another. By the next game, I was blitzed. I couldn’t play. Drinking isn’t a part of the game of pool for serious players. I’ve never known a drinker to do anything but forget what they said before. If anything should be outlawed, it’s alcohol. Nothing good has ever come out of alcohol in my life.

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER
Fast Eddie is explaining to his “manager” Gordon why he got beaten by Minnesota Fats.

FAST EDDIE
I told you, I got drunk.

GORDON
Sure you got drunk, the best excuse in the world for losin’. No trouble losin’ when you got a good excuse. And winning—that can be heavy on your back, too, like a monkey. Drop that load when you got an excuse. All you gotta do is learn to feel sorry for yourself. That’s one of the best indoor sports, feelin’ sorry for yourself. A sport enjoyed by all—especially the born loser.

DISSOLVE

ROSE
I’ve got way too many memory lapses. I was working at a mental institution. My co-worker came up to me and wanted to talk. There was this man stalking her, and she was afraid. “I’ve got some really bad people running around me,” she said. It was a mental institution—I had to concentrate on the job. The patients were dangerous. I realize now that she was reaching out to me. She was murdered that night. I’ve got all this crap that I feel like I can’t move forward with. Until I figure out why, at least. Why do I have these memory lapses? Whole periods of time went by that I cannot remember.

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER

FAST EDDIE
“You shoot good, but you also shoot lucky.”

DISSOLVE

ROSE
I don’t know why I’m still alive sometimes. I wonder. I had just started riding a motorcycle. A 650 Kawasaki. I looked down at the speedometer, and I’m doing 120. No helmet on or anything. I freaked out. I slowed down, got off the bike and smoked a cigarette to regain my wits. I’m only 90 pounds. I’m crazy. I get my wits together and start riding back. Going back I look down, and I’m doing 120 again. Up ahead, there was a bunch of dirt in my lane. I didn’t know what to do, so I let it go and bailed. My arm was torn up. I broke my collarbone, fractured my elbow and wrist. My arm was paralyzed for a while. I didn’t know whether I’d ever be able to play pool again. Sometimes it’s hard to concentrate.

NARRATOR (OFF SCREEN)
In pool, putting english on a cue ball spins the ball left or right. A pro knows their english and uses it to every advantage.

ROSE
I didn’t know my english so I learned my French, as they say. Once I learned my english, I could see the shot in my head. I played the dots. Lined them up, and I knew exactly where that cue ball was gonna go. Just keep a loose grip and stay down on your shot. I can teach anybody to play pool in 15 minutes. Staying down on your shot is a big key. I’m happier now than I’ve ever been, I think. I met a wonderful man named Ken, and I have two Akitas that I adore. They keep me in shape. I guess it’s been four years since I really played a serious game of pool. I’m looking to get back into it. I just wish I knew more of what I don’t know. These damn memory lapses. What am I hiding from myself? What happened to me? When I’m playing pool, I’m in control. The balls, the cue stick, the pockets. No horrible surprises.

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER

FAST EDDIE
Look, I’ve got troubles, and I think maybe you’ve got troubles. Maybe it’d be better if we just leave each other alone.

DISSOLVE

ROSE
Misses an easy shot out of lack of concentration.

Well, you can only get kicked around so much. I’m gonna make my mark somewhere.

ROSE lines up another shot and sinks it.

DISSOLVE

CUT TO: THE HUSTLER

FAST EDDIE
I loved her, Bert. I traded her in on a pool game. But that wouldn’t mean anything to you. Because who did you ever care about? Just win, win, you said, win, that’s the important thing. You don’t know what winnin’ is, Bert. You’re a loser. ’Cause you’re dead inside, and you can’t live unless you make everything else dead around ya.

ROSE knocks in a straight, easy shot on the eight ball. It rims in and out of the corner pocket. She sighs, lines it back up and hammers it home.

END